LIGHT : may

May 29, 2015

The month of May has been so good to me as far as feeling lighter. It started out rough, but once I decided to change my attitude, refocus my priorities, and let some things go, everything turned around. Maybe partially coincidence, but I’m going with it!

spiritual

Recently I’ve benefitted a lot spiritually from my revamped morning routine, which I will be sharing more about next week. I now rarely miss my morning Bible study/prayer time and that makes a big difference. I just finished Beth Moore’s study “Stepping Up” about the Psalms of ascent. I really enjoyed it, and now I’m wondering what my next study will be. I am always working on praying more continually throughout my day and noticing the presence of God.

physical

After not exercising for a couple of months, I ran a 5k with a friend last weekend and I was pleased that at least that distance is still easy for me (although we ran quite slowly). I have a plan in mind for my fitness: run twice a week, yoga once a week, and super-slow strength training once a week. Here’s what I need to do to put that into practice: get some good headphones to run with (otherwise I will just skip the treadmill when the weather isn’t nice, which is often), research how to do super-slow strength training on my own, and find a yoga class to attend or figure out how to make it work for me at home.

emotional

Wow, so much better in this area. As long as I am getting decent sleep, I feel good. Meredith’s tantrums have really reduced lately, so obviously that helps, and I just readĀ Love & LogicĀ which gave me a good framework for discipline. There is still some uncertainty at work but I’ve been cross training and so I feel useful. Mostly, cutting back on my personal projects and saying no to new projects has helped me feel so much more in control and able to give attention to the things that need it (like my family). And actually, I have still been able to be quite productive on my own projects as well! I’ve been reading more, and finishing things, and keeping up with the blog and Project Life and none of it feels like a burden.

My current biggest emotional stressors are finances and getting enough sleep. Liam has been sick a lot lately (we are home sick today) so he doesn’t sleep well, and the kittens also disturb my sleep.

relationships

Our little family is in a good place right now. I’ve felt very connected to David recently, although more date nights are always welcome, and I still look forward to the day when the kids sleep in their own beds and we have some time together every night without them. One thing I want to work on is getting back in touch with my out-of-town best friends. We used to email and call regularly, but I let that go when I was so stressed.

creative

My creative life is going strong, and like I said above, it has actually benefitted from reducing the number of projects on my list. I finished my 2014 December album, am cross stitching for fun, keeping up with Project Life via the app, and I even took a second knitting class.

This month in the One Little Word class we were challenged to create cards with “I am” statements. I skipped the artsy part of the challenge (which was to use paint and mixed media to create the base of the cards) and just used some neutral patterned paper for mine, because I’m going for simple.

one little word, may 2015 : light / kapachino

Here are my statements:

I am letting go of internal pressures + expectations for my sanity’s sake.

I am reading, knitting, cross-stitching, + blogging in my downtime.

I am still finding my footing with this whole motherhood thing.

one little word, may 2015 : light / kapachino

I am slowly fitting running back into my life.

I am a work in progress. God’s not through with me yet (thankfully).

I am wondering what my job will look like a year from now.

one little word, may 2015 : light / kapachino

I am loving: our new kitties, audiobooks, Birkenstocks, an extra cup of coffee each day.

I am realizing just how much I can’t do anything on my own.

I am oh so grateful for the good days, for family nearby, and my marriage.

one little word, may 2015 : light / kapachino

And now it’s almost June and summer! I can’t say that I’m too excited about the oppressive heat and humidity that comes with it, but I do like the long days and reduced traffic. :)

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Comments on LIGHT : may

  1. 1

    From Nora:

    I’m such a geek about this, but i just adore Love & Logic. I can’t wait to use it when the girls are here. In the meantime, it changes how i view things in all relationships in my life. Kind of a game changer for me. Glad you’re finding some of it useful to you.

    I sleep horribly anymore. I hate it.

    I’m with you on the positive to summer being longer days + reduced traffic!

    Love the “I am” cards you created. So real & honest.

  2. 2

    From Sarah K:

    Have you tried Voxer? I’ve just started playing with it, but I’m convinced that I would talk to my friends more if I could get them to use it. (I’m sarahkerner on there if you want to add me as a contact!)
    I think a lot about my job too… is this really what I want to be doing for the rest of my life? I know teachers all gripe about their jobs but sometimes I really wonder if that’s what I should be doing. I would love to teach government/law and coach track or cross country. Hmmm….
    I love your I AM cards. I’m trying to start journaling more regularly and that will make a great prompt.

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    From Christie:

    I love that you actually cut out new projects when so many of us know we need to and don’t. It seems like such a simple solution, but I’m the worst at taking on too much! Glad May ended on the positive. I’ve been working out in the mornings and it makes me feel so great throughout the day!

    x Christie

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