Author: Kathleen

  • The Day After

    I woke up at 9:30 a.m. today, and that is approximately eleven hours of glorious sleep. The only reason I even left the bed was because my husband got up, and I couldn’t bear the cold room without his warm body next to me. I have mentioned that I have refused to turn the heat on in the house, right? But did I also say that my husband still insists on turning the fan on full blast at night? Waking up is a beast.

    So after a hot shower I promptly planted myself in our recliner by the fire, underneath a blanket, and commenced reading. Four days ago I realized that the library book I checked out for book club, The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society, was due in two days and I had barely even begun. It’s not up for renewal since there is a waiting list, and I want to minimize my fines. I spent the next few hours finishing the book, which was quite good, but by the end my nose and fingers were too cold for comfort.

    I steeled myself and marched out to the garage, where David was busily cleaning his truck. I announced my presence and stated, “I came to tell you that I think it’s time we turn the heat on inside.” I expected cheers, hugs, and falling at my feet. He had, after all, been asking to turn the heat on for the past two weeks. Instead, I got an adamant “NO!” Not quite what I had in mind.

    I argued that today was the first time I’d been home all day and just could not get warm. I promised that we’d still sleep close at night. I rationalized that we’d have to turn it on eventually. But apparently my principles have rubbed off on him these past weeks, and he told me to suck it up, put on more clothes, and move around to get warm.

    Back inside, grumpy yet strangely proud, I put on another sweater and decided to take on a cooking project to raise my body temperature. Since we already had dinner plans, I figured I’d prepare a slow cooker meal that I could turn on the next morning before work and that way we’d have a hot meal when I get home tomorrow night. So I started working on this beef stew, which I had been planning to try soon anyway. Only problem was I didn’t realize how long it would take, and in the middle of it I discovered I didn’t have time to finish before we had to leave. Into the refrigerator it all went, and the meal will just have to be postponed another day.

    We went to our dinner exchange meal at Scott and Vanessa’s, and this time David’s best friend, his wife, and their two children came too. I’m afraid I wasn’t much company in that I started getting sleepy around 6:30 p.m. and barely rubbed two words together the entire evening. But I did quite enjoy watching my husband interact with 7-year-old Gwen and 4-year-old Jacob. They made up a game called “Nice To Meet You” in which they shook hands and took turns saying, “Nice to meet you ________.” Any word could go in the blank, any word at all. The only rule was you couldn’t duplicate. You can imagine how long this could last, and it did. At least 30 minutes straight. I’m not sure who had more fun, the kids or David. One thing is for sure, I can’t wait to make him a dad.

    Sadly, I have to work again this weekend. I would much rather be braving the chilly air at home with my husband, even if it meant frozen fingers and noses.

  • Thanksgiving

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    I shouldn’t have left the LOLcats off my list yesterday. I am extremely thankful for them. :)

    Right now I’m long since out of my jeans and into my comfy PJ’s. I’m dozing off in a lounge chair by the fire. What a holiday is Thanksgiving! Entirely devoted to gratitude, family, and FOOD. Just wonderful. Happy day from my family and me!

    Thanksgiving 2009 Family

  • Things To Be Thankful For

    With Thanksgiving just hours away, I remembered that years ago, when I was a sophomore in college, I wrote a list of things I should be thankful for. I was going through a hard time, and I needed to do something to give myself some perspective. I carried the list around with me for years, and added to it. A lot of the items are situational and wouldn’t make sense to you, but most of them are timeless and still apply. I rummaged the list up and would like to share some of it with you.

    Things to be thankful for:

    • My hopes and dreams – even the fact that I have them
    • My voice
    • My brothers and I turned out the way we did, and that we are friends
    • I was raised in a Christian home
    • I am a daughter of God
    • I have access to resources (money, food, etc.)
    • I am athletic and somewhat talented at a sport I love
    • Musical influences and songs that impact me
    • God can provide fulfillment in seemingly meaningless things
    • My intellect
    • Nice weather
    • I am convicted of my sins and have a strong conscience
    • It is a joyful thing to worship God
    • My parents love me so much
    • My education
    • God’s word is available to me
    • God is who He is
    • Simple pleasures such as eating, sleeping, sneezing, hot water
    • Health
    • When God makes things happen that need to happen, even I’m too stubborn to do it
    • Friends who are completely real with me
    • Suffering (helps me grow)
    • New friends whose hearts are in the same place as mine

    Of course now I have to add some more things:

    • My handsome, loyal, intelligent, loving, sensitive, and compassionate husband David
    • Our home
    • Our families are friends with each other and all live nearby
    • Our dogs Cleo and Eddie, who I never get tired of petting
    • The wonders of the Internet and how it enables me to stay in touch with dear friends and make new ones
    • A challenging and fulfilling vocation
    • Books, books, books
    • My church family

    Once you get going listing all the things you have to be thankful for, it’s hard to stop. It’s overwhelming to be so blessed. But even if I lost everything, I’d still be grateful, because I have God. With him, the best is always yet to come, and that kind of hope is priceless.

  • Ten On Tuesday

    rr10tuesday1. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?
    I didn’t have any high hopes and dreams, but I do remember having a vague thought of wanting to be a photographer before I really knew anything about it. When I was a little older I wanted to be an athletic trainer or a physical therapist. So that’s more along the lines of what I actually ended up doing.

    2. Name 3 of your irrational fears.
    The only thing that I know for sure that I’m irrationally afraid of is touching live shrimp. That, and having a roach crawl on me in bed. I have experienced both, and both caused me to have mini-breakdowns. The fears are irrational because shrimp and roaches can’t do anything to me other than creep me out.

    3. If you had a $200 gift card to any store, what would you want it to be? (Nothing responsible allowed. Can’t be used for groceries or anything)
    If it’s only $200 I’d love to have a gift card to somewhere like Ross where I could get a decent amount of new clothes, because that’s something I never buy for myself. OR a place like Crate & Barrel or Williams Sonoma would be nice. Ooh Ooh OR to Sephora, THAT would be awesome.

    4. What is your most (blog-friendly) embarrassing moment?
    I have one specific most embarrassing moment, and it was bad. It’s not something that I would write about here. But I do have a runner-up. I was taking computer lit in summer school (to get ahead) in junior high. The class wasn’t in my school, so I wasn’t used to the layout. After class one day I went to the bathroom. I was in the stall doing my thing when a bunch of boys walked in. That was my first clue that I was in the wrong bathroom. So I did what anyone would do; I stood on top of the toilet so my feet wouldn’t give me away. I waited there until I didn’t hear any more noise at all, then I crept out. To my shock and horror, there was a boy directly in front of me using the urinal. That was my second clue that I was in the wrong bathroom. Let me tell you, you’ve never seen anyone move faster than I did in that moment. Because when you’re in junior high, this is tantamount to the end of the world.

    5. If you were only allowed to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you choose?
    I think cereal. I wonder how long I would last?

    6. What was your favorite toy growing up?
    I had a teddy bear named Meisha that I was extremely attached to. I couldn’t fall asleep without her. My brothers liked to torture me by using her as a football, and she lost an eye and an arm that way, which my mother lovingly repaired. One year I took her to camp, and when it was time to pack up for home I rolled her up in my sleeping bag. My dad forgot to load my sleeping bag in our car, and I didn’t notice until we got home that it was missing. I was heartbroken. My mom actually contacted every child’s family that she could from that week of camp hoping that one of them had it. But Meisha was gone, never to be seen again. Sad.

    7. Do you have a “go to” outfit? What is it?
    I feel really good in a nice pair of jeans, brown heels, and a cream colored, short-sleeved tunic sweater.

    8. Who was the best teacher you ever had?
    Oh gosh, I don’t know. I don’t think I really started appreciating my teachers until high school. I had a really awesome teacher for statistics, because I actually enjoyed that class and scored a 4 on the AP test, which ended up placing me out of math classes for the rest of my life. My junior year English teacher was the one who really taught me to write a good essay. And my senior year English teacher made me appreciate books on an entirely new level, and I made a 5 on that year’s AP test which I am still proud of.

    9. If you could buy any car right now (something at least SORT OF within the realm of reality…so, you know, a Rolls Royce may not qualify), what would it be?
    I want a Prius so bad. I’m all for hybrids (even though I know they won’t save me money), and the Prius is so cute and functional.

    10. How do you reckon that Chelsea comes up with 10 of these questions every week? It was hard! What’s your theory on how she’s so creative? Are you going to help her?
    Chelsea must have some kind of creative gene that I lack. I may take a shot at coming up with ten questions one of these days, but not until this NaBloPoMo thing is over with!

  • A Title Would Require Some Sort of Brainpower

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    I’ve gotta teach myself to schedule these posts ahead of time. It’s just not happening tonight.

    Today I found out that five of our patients died over the weekend. I took care of seven patients. I barely sat down for twelve hours. Can you forgive me this lazy post?

    Lately I feel like I’m always complaining about how tired I am because of work. Yeah, I am exhausted after these long days, but ordinarily I wouldn’t be trying to blog on days like this. It’s just because I’m forcing myself to write every day this month that you are gaining insight into this side of me. I apologize if it is boring or annoying, but just bear with me for another week. Now if you’ll excuse me I have some sleeping to do.