Author: Kathleen

  • =]]] <--meredith typed that.

    1. This post is going to be random so I figured the title could be too. I’m sitting on the floor with Meredith playing around me, and she put her hands on the keyboard and that weird smiley came up. I’m rolling with it.

    2. I’m home sick today. It’s weird though. The past two nights I’ve had fever, and it makes me feel terrible – aches, chills, lethargy, etc. But it’s gone by morning so I go to work. Well last night it was worse so I figured I’d get checked out. The only other symptoms I can possibly think of is the mild congestion I’ve had for a month, and an intermittent headache that’s more like pressure. I’m thinking maybe sinus infection? Anyway it’s weird to be home right now because I feel okay, but I’m seeing the doctor this afternoon and who knows if my fever will come back.

    3. Meredith is teething, I’m almost positive. She’s drooling 1000% more than usual and keeps sticking out her tongue. So far she’s still sleeping fine and in a good mood most of the time though.

    4. Shout out to The Hairbow Co. for this adorable outfit:

    5. I’ve been slacking on taking photos lately. My Project Life has had to include a lot more filler than usual. Need to get back on top of that.

    6. Back to this fever business: I almost feel like I want it to come back today so that a visit to the doctor is actually warranted. I know it would be better if it didn’t come back, but I don’t want to go and him be like what are you doing here, you’re fine. But I mean, I rarely get a fever, and I had it for two days in a row, and I work with immunosuppressed cancer patients, so I’m doing the right thing, right? Even though I feel fine right now?

  • Wish List

    I keep a fairly extensive universal wish list on Amazon. Anything I see or think of that I want I add to the list, and then periodically I’ll go through it to see if my desires or needs have changed, and I’ll do some deleting. This process works really well to help me save money and buy less stuff that I don’t need. Plus it’s kind of fun – like online shopping without actually spending money.

    But…it’s not exactly like shopping, because I don’t get the stuff. And we’re on a tight budget these days, so lately my wish list has been growing. If we had the funds, here are some things I would be buying right away.

    1. Adobe Photoshop Elements. My old copy of PSE isn’t compatible with my new computer, and I’d really love an updated version so I can do different stuff with my photos for Project Life. Right now I’m using pixlr.com as a free online alternative, but the quality is nowhere near as good.

    2. New Balance Minimus running shoes. I’ve been running consistently for a month now, and I’m discovering that my body is much different than it was pre-pregnancy. I wouldn’t say I have a lot of pain, but I do notice stiff and creaky joints when I run now, and I never felt that before. I’ve heard amazing things about these shoes, and I’m dying to give them a try. I think I’ll complete C25k, sign up for and run a race, and then reward myself with these.

    3. Sheet set. We have one set of sheets that fits our bed, and the fitted has a big tear in the middle of it. I would love to get a pretty set like this, but in reality we’ll probably end up settling for something much cheaper. And in reality reality we will probably just tolerate our torn set for a lot longer.

    4. Coffee syrups. We’ve already talked about how addicted to coffee I am. I can’t drink it straight though, I unfortunately need some cream and sugar. I have a serious distaste for manufactured creamers so I usually use milk. I really want to branch out into delicious, flavored syrups to take it up a notch.

    5. Timex Weekender watch. I could really stand to wear a watch at work because there are no clocks in the patient rooms (so annoying), but I don’t because the only one I have is a loose fancy silver one. This pink one is casual, fun, and will fit snugly on my arm.

    1.. Instax mini. Oh my goodness, this would be so cool to have for Project Life.

    2. Essential oils. I’m totally sold on using these for health reasons. They’re expensive, but a little goes a loooong way. I actually have some money set aside right now and am hopefully going to make the purchase sometime next month.

    3. Project Life page protectors. I could really use this design of page protectors for my inserts.

    4. Scrubs. I’m still wearing the sets that I bought at my higher weight after I had the baby, and they are looking pretty baggy and frumpy. I just hate spending money on scrubs though.

    5. Printer. Our printer technically works, but only if someone pushes down very hard on one corner due to some hardware being broken. If you don’t push down it won’t engage. Printing is a two person job and way too annoying to bother with.

    So, what’s on your wish list? How do you go about making discretionary purchases? These are all things that would be really useful to me, but not essential. My plan is to focus on one purchase at a time. I’ll put the money for that item in savings (or pull out the cash and hide it away) and keep it there until the beginning of the next month when we get paid again. If we don’t need the money before then, I’ll know we can afford the purchase and I’ll take the plunge. I think it’ll work!

  • meredith at nine months

    She:

    >Went from zero to crawling in about three days, and now she’s all over the place. I’m fast figuring out what needs to be babyproofed: she will go directly for cords and electrical outlets, but so far hasn’t shown any interest in opening cabinets.

    >Enjoys pulling things out, like books off the shelves, chip bags out of the pantry, and toys out of a basket. It keeps her occupied for a good while until she’s surrounded by a mound of stuff and gets stuck.

    >Loves to be outside, and it will almost always calm her down or distract her. But we have to watch her closely because she has already had a choking incident involving a piece of grass.

    >Immediately starts making noise if you bounce her up and down. Other favorite games include being turned upside down or held up in the air, pattycake, and playing “Where’s Mermaid?”

    >Always has a big smile for me when I open the door to get her out of her car seat.

    >Waves at herself in the mirror almost every morning, and is waving to people much more now, although it isn’t always consistent. She also gives me hugs, and I think she might even know what the word means. We’re working on it.

    >Drinks three 4 oz bottles of breast milk at daycare, plus two meals of baby food – cereal and fruit for breakfast, and vegetable for lunch. Then she nurses once when she gets home, once before bed, usually once during the night and again in the early morning. On the weekends it’s more relaxed – more nursing, more random foods that we are eating. As you can see, she is well fed.

    >Has such long and shaggy hair on top that it looks like she’s wearing a toupee. But I still have to leave it down for daycare otherwise she’ll pull the tie out and try to eat it.

    >Wears almost all twelve month clothes now.

    >Has had constant congestion for the past few weeks. I’m not sure if it’s a lingering cold or just allergies, but David and I have it too.

    >Definitely knows her name and I think she even understands when we tell her “no.”

    >Smiles easily, but doesn’t laugh often so it’s the best thing ever when she does. I never know what is going to set her off (most recently it was me sucking her fingers) and the same thing never works twice.

    I:

    >Know her first birthday is still three months away, but I can’t help stressing about her party already anyway. All I want is something simple, cute, and fun. Preferably with mermaids.

    >Have been consistently running 3 times a week with Meredith in the jogging stroller (she’s used to it now), and cooking 2-3 times a week as well.

    >Went a long time without buying her clothes because of gifts and hand-me-downs, but she’s outgrowing those and now I buy her a little something almost every time I’m out shopping.

    >Am stressed because Meredith’s pediatrician is closing her practice and cancelled our 9-month well baby checkup at the last minute. I picked a random new doctor at a large local practice and we’re going in on Monday, but I’m worried that I won’t like her or that we won’t get the personal service that we’re used to.

    >Adore all of Meredith’s sounds: her machine-like noises when she’s nursing, all her little snuffles and grunts when she wakes up in the morning, her loud breathing when she’s concentrating, and of course her babbles and laughs.

    >Have been struggling with how much time Meredith spends in daycare. We know there are some benefits and we’re trying to focus on those, but it’s not what we really want. For now we’re trying hard to pay off some debts so working part-time will be an option for me one day.

    >Noticed recently that Meredith is developing calluses on her knees and it makes me so sad! Her perfect soft baby skin is toughening up. There’s a metaphor in here somewhere.

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  • project life 2012 : weeks 10 – 11

    So I got kind of behind on this again, and then I realized that I only took about two good pictures during week ten and the next week wasn’t too eventful either, so I decided to be flexible with myself and combined two weeks into one spread with an insert for Easter. Here’s the whole spread with the front of the insert.

    On the left side you can see that there is a big blank spot in the top right corner. That’s because David had some family in town and we took a group picture, but it wasn’t taken with my camera and I haven’t received the file yet. I don’t know when I’ll get it, but that’s where it’s going to go when I do. The rest of it has all the normal stuff. That “M” in the bottom left is from the Madewell catalogue.

    Here’s the right side. It has a couple of my favorite pictures of me and Meredith, a ticket stub for the movie Blue Like Jazz, some paper from the church bulletin, and a picture + journaling from one of my runs.

    This paper is DIY herringbone. I just took a white gel pen and drew it on kraft paper, because I am too cheap to pay for shipping on the nice paper that I like.

    Now for the insert – it’s pretty simple. A couple pictures from the egg “hunt,” a family picture (where I look totally weird) from church, and the title is cut out of the church bulletin.

    The back has pictures of us watching mini golf happen, plus the great-grandparents. I did the journaling on a shipping tag and cut the heart freehand out of a magazine.

    The whole thing came together a lot better than I expected it to. There aren’t a lot of extras here, but that’s okay. I wish I had time to go back and embellish the entire album a little more, but I don’t think that’s going to happen so I’ll just stick to my simple style.

    Now here’s to taking more pictures this week!

  • what i read : march 2012

    Click the titles below to see my review on Goodreads.

    Fire by Kristin Cashore

    It’s about: The story is set in the same realm as Graceling, yet it is in a separate kingdom and takes place beforehand. There is only one overlapping character and he is minor in this book. In this story “monsters” are animals or people who have a wildly attractive appearance, and in the case of humans, have a talent for mind reading. Fire is the last human monster, but she tries not to abuse her power. But as civil war seems imminent she is drawn into using it to uncover a plot against the king. There are secrets. And romance. And action, and stuff.

    I thought: It was another unique concept from Cashore, loved how the the mind reading was handled, and although it was a slow start it was interesting enough to keep my attention. But again, there is so much stuff in it that I don’t find appropriate for young adults. Casual sex, adultery & teen pregnancy that isn’t portrayed in a bad light, hints at rape and incest even. There were even some infertility-type themes that I liked, but I don’t see how the intended audience (young adults) could appreciate them.

    Rating: 3 out of 5 stars.

    Bee Season by Myla Goldberg

    It’s about: Eliza is just your average little girl in a gifted family, or so everyone (including her) thinks until she makes it to the national spelling bee. At this point her father Saul

    I thought: This book is soooo much different than I expected. I thought it would be a heartwarming coming-of-age tale having to do with the spelling bee. Instead I got some weird mystical, schizophrenic stuff. It was the opposite of heartwarming, I was weirded out the entire time, and every time I picked it up I felt like I was stepping into a dirty, cluttered house.

    Rating: 2 out of 5 stars.

    The Amulet of Samarkand by Jonathan Stroud

    It’s about: Orphans or unwanted children are trained as apprentices to magicians and they learn magic like a trade. Magicians have no power in themselves but they derive it from learning how to control demons from the “other place.” Nathaniel is a precocious apprentice to an ignorant master. After he is publicly humiliated by another magician, Simon Lovelace, he makes it his mission to avenge himself. He summons the demon Bartimaeus to steal a powerful amulet from Lovelace, unknowingly getting the two of them involved in a dark scheme.

    I thought: There is no clear “good guy” in this book: Simon Lovelace is obviously slimy and bad, Nathaniel is pitiful and you want him to turn out good but he’s also arrogant and ambitious, and Bartimaeus is, of course, a demon: completely selfish, but also awesome. His chapters are incredibly interesting, funny, and amusing. He is the reason for the success of the story. Nothing very deep going on here (at all), just a lot of fun.

    Rating: 4 out of 5 stars.

    The Professor by Charlotte Brontë

    It’s about: This is the story of a regular guy. Really, that’s it. Think there must be more to it? Well, this regular guy (Crimsworth is his name) breaks from his rich uncles, tries to get a job for his snobby brother in trade, is treated badly, moves to Brussels, starts working as a professor, and eventually falls in love. So, not much more.

    I thought: It’s really quite boring. I finished it because it’s short and I still have an appreciation for Bronte’s writing style. But the whole time I just couldn’t make myself care about this guy. I think he’s the author’s ideal of a man or something (hardworking, honorable, Protestant) but he was kind of arrogant. Thank goodness for the character of Hunsden, Crimsworth’s friend, who was at least interesting.

    Rating: 2 out of 5 stars.