Author: Kathleen

  • what i read : february 2012

    It appears that over half of the books I read most months are juvenile fantasy that I listen to on audio. That’s because I have an hour-long drive to and from work, so I go through them fast. But if you’re looking for literary fiction or classics, don’t worry! I’m working through all the books I own but haven’t read as well.

    Here’s what I read in February.

    Click the titles below for full reviews on Goodreads.

    Fablehaven book 5 by Brandon Mull

    It’s about: This was the last book in the series, so once again I’m not really going to get into it.

    I thought: The strength of this series continued through to the end, and I loved every minute of it. Not incredibly deep, but a whole lot of fun.

    Rating: 4 of 5 stars.

    Charmed Life by Diana Wynne Jones

    It’s about: a pair of siblings – the older sister Gwendolyn, who is a witch, and her brother Eric, who idolizes her. They are orphaned and sent to live in Chrestomanci castle with a distant cousin and his family, where nothing is as it seems. Gwendolyn doesn’t feel that her talents as a witch are being appreciated, and she begins causing all kinds of trouble.

    I thought: It was kind of slow and annoying. Gwendolyn got on my nerves so badly that I almost couldn’t stand it. For awhile the plot seemed too simple and nothing much was happening, but there were glimpses here and there that more would come out later, and the story got so much better at the end that I’m inclined to give the next book a try. Undecided about the series, but this one wasn’t great.

    Rating: 2 of 5 stars.

    The Turn of the Screw by Henry James

    It’s about: Centers around a young governess sent to a remote house to care for a perfectly charming little girl and boy, but she begins to question everything when she starts seeing ghosts.

    I thought: It took me awhile to get into the groove of this book because the writing is a bit convoluted, but once I fell into the rhythm of it I found it engaging. The narrator is unreliable and there is definitely a sense of mystery and urgency that builds. But at the end of it I still don’t know what actually happened, even after much Wikipedia-ing. Apparently I’m not alone.

    Rating: 3 of 5 stars.

    Graceling by Kristin Cashore

    It’s about: In the Seven Kingdoms some children are born as gracelings with a gift of a special skill, and they are immediately put into the service of the king. Katsa is born a king’s niece with a grace of killing, and she becomes his thug despite her conscience. After she meets prince Po, who is trying to find the kidnapper of his grandfather, Katsa finds the courage to defy the king and the two of them leave on an adventure to discover the source of the mysterious kidnapping.

    I thought: I really liked it, especially the full cast audio version. I thought the world and the concept of “graces” was interesting and unique. The characters were, for the most part, well-developed. I just have some picky concerns about Katsa not acting like a girl, and the direction that her relationship with Po led, which I didn’t think was young-adult appropriate. But it didn’t diminish my enjoyment.

    Rating: 4 of 5 stars.

    Sarah’s Key by Tatiana de Rosnay

    It’s about: It revolves around an event during the second World War where French police rounded up Jewish families, including children, kept them in abysmal surroundings for days, then shipped them off to camps and eventually to Auschwitz. Part of the story is told from Sarah’s point of view, one of the children, and most of it from Julia’s perspective, an American ex-pat journalist whose in-laws moved into Sarah’s old apartment right after it was vacated.

    I thought: It was a tough subject, and Sarah’s story was extremely hard for me to read as a new mom (hormones, etc.). It was a good introduction to an event I had no idea happened. I liked the descriptions of France. But overall it was too predictable for me, too planned out. I didn’t understand why Julia was so obsessed with the subject, at the expense of her marriage. The story just didn’t flow naturally.

    Rating: 3 of 5 stars.

  • the secret of life is a good cup of coffee

    It’s Sunday morning, which means I’ve had a giant cup of coffee, and I am feeling fantastic. Right now I am filled with happiness and excitement over the following things:

    • My new haircut, seen in the above picture. It’s not much different, but I added some long sideswept bangs.
    • Going to church
    • Spending the afternoon crafting and getting caught up on Project Life
    • Birthday dinner this evening for my brother-in-law
    • Buying a new computer(!) this week that I’ve been saving for for over a year
    • Love for my family

    Gotta go to church! Adios!

  • thoughts on second babies

    This is my first baby. She is awesome. She is so awesome that she makes me want to have more babies. But she is also so awesome that I am afraid to have more babies. That’s my thesis statement, and now on to the essay:

    I’ve always wanted more than one kid. When people ask me how many I want I just say that we’ll have one and see how that goes, and if we have another we’ll see how that goes. We’ll figure it out as we go.

    Well we have one now, and it is AMAZING. It’s better than I ever could have hoped. It took us two and a half years to have Meredith, and I would wait ten years for her if I had to.

    It was really hard to wait those years though. When we decided we were ready for a baby, I was READY. It was two years of worry and emptiness and longing, not always in the forefront but always there.

    Maybe this is why I still feel envious when I hear of someone getting pregnant. It’s crazy! I know this! I mean, I have a perfectly healthy baby who is only 7 months old. Because I had a C-section I was told to wait 18 months before getting pregnant again if I want to try a VBAC. But…we had to have medical help to get our baby, and I don’t know what round two will look like – if we’ll need help, or if it will even happen.

    Since Meredith is so great, I’m not scared of having a newborn again. I loved having a newborn. I miss it. I want to have hundreds of babies!

    Except…when I think about having another baby – an actual separate baby that is not Meredith – I get so anxious! What if I don’t love that baby as much? What if that baby isn’t as great as Meredith and I’m always comparing it to her? How can I ever not give Meredith my full attention? Is there any way that I can just have her all over again?

    Anyway. I still want more babies and I will probably always feel some kind of envy when I hear about pregnancies. And yet I probably won’t get over this weird fear of a second baby until I actually have one.

  • Good Things: February 2012

    At the end of each day I write down at least one GOOD thing that happened, then I share them all here monthly.

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    1 – Meredith laughing and reaching for me when she first saw me come pick her up from daycare

    2 – Time to relax alone with David

    3 – My in-laws treating us to dinner; Meredith staring at me & smiling while rocking to sleep

    4 – Brunch with Maggie, lots of crafting time, and dinner with my family

    5 – A laid-back birthday, the card David gave me from Meredith, and balloons & cupcakes with his family

    6 – David picking Meredith up from daycare and washing bottles & diapers before I got home

    7 – Watching Parks & Rec with David and working on cross stitch

    8 – Meredith laughing so much when I tickled her, cuddling Lily, and falling asleep while rocking Meredith

    9 – A smooth day at work

    10 – Getting my skills check-offs done at work; seeing my mom’s elderly neighbor Ruth with Meredith

    11 – Picking out new clothes for Meredith & craft supply shopping; Meredith sleeping through the errands in the Ergo

    12 – Church with Meredith in her new clothes, my brother-in-law Scott fixing our printer, and David making dinner

    13 – Putting together my Valentine for David & thinking of all the reasons I love him

    14 – David  picking up Meredith, cooking dinner, getting me treats (chocolate covered strawberries & ice cream), and watching Parks & Rec while cuddling

    15 – An overall smooth day: on time to work, to leave, and to bed

    16 – My meeting being canceled, playing games with Meredith and making her laugh, and finishing the night by reading magazines in silence

    17 – Leaving work early

    18 – Discovering Paper Source; cuddling with David and watching TV

    19 – Amazing worship in church, getting caught up on Project Life, and lots of Meredith time

    20 – Taking a bath with Meredith

    21 – Doing chores with David and getting some down time

    22 – Very easy work day

    23 – Comforting Meredith after her vaccines, and how happy she was a few seconds later

    24 – Not letting the rude patient get to me

    25 – Meredith laughing at Peekaboo; her napping  on me twice

    26 – Coffee! David playing with and asking me all about my scrapbooking supplies

    27 – Going to bed at 8 pm

    28 – Meredith reaching for me when she saw me after work

    29 – My first headache-free no-caffeine day

  • Photo A Day: February

    In February I participated in the photo a day challenge on Instagram started by Fat Mum Slim. I’ve never done something like this before and I’m finding it a lot of fun. It helps me capture some things that I wouldn’t’ve otherwise.

    my view today • words • hands • a stranger • 10 a.m. • dinner
    button • sun • front door • self-portrait • makes me happy • inside my closet
    blue • heart • phone • something new • time • drink
    hate to do • handwriting • fave pic of me • where I work • shoes • bathroom cabinet
    green • night • something I ate • money • listening to

    There’s going to be a challenge every month for this year if you want to join!