currently

commuting almost two hours to the medical center for three days in a row because my local clinic doesn’t have enough patients.

training to help out in other areas of the hospital like pre-op and radiation.

unplugging from the computer for a whole day except to google “diep surgery” and “t&a surgery” to fill out consent forms.

getting extremely stressed out by the work uncertainty and being really grumpy as a result.

frantically texting my mom asking for prayers because I don’t feel like I can even muster the energy to get through the bedtime routine, let alone face another day.

administering antibiotics to Liam for an ear infection.

giving myself a break from cooking in order to gain a bit more time and patience.

trying to get Meredith to sleep in her own bed at night – or at least fall asleep there (it’s been two nights in a row!).

walking to the park every night.

reading a good book.

knitting a few rows each day.

signing up for a 5k so I’ll have some motivation to start running again.

finally feeling like myself again.