Category: personal

  • shoo fly

    The other day there was a fly buzzing around in our bathroom. My first reaction was to be annoyed and swat at it, but then I remembered the scene in The Hiding Place where Corrie is locked up in solitary confinement for weeks and comes to regard the ants in the cell as her friends. She was just grateful to have a living being nearby, no matter how diminuitive. So I started to think of the fly as my companion, and it made me less annoyed.

    Today, I saw the fly’s smushed body on the bathroom floor. I was sad. Just a few days ago he was happily buzzing around.

    When I told David this story he admitted to me that he was the one who killed the fly. He apologized to me, saying that he didn’t know he was killing my friend. I guess I forgive him.

  • 101 in 1001: The List

    I long to accomplish a great and noble tasks, but it is my chief duty to accomplish humble tasks as though they were great and noble. The world is moved along, not only by the mighty shoves of its heroes, but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker.”
    ~Helen Keller

    Here is my list of 101 goals in 1001 days. To find out more about the project, read other people’s lists, and learn tips to starting your own, visit the Day Zero website.

    This specific post will not be updated, but I have added a link to a page above where I will update as I complete tasks. I’ll also be posting about them as I go, and that page will have links to those posts. Make sense? Great! Here we go!

    Start date: April 22, 2009
    End date: January 18, 2012

    If more of us valued food and cheer and song above hoarded gold, it would be a merrier world.” ~J.R.R. Tolkein

    FOOD
    1. Shop at a farmer’s market.
    2. Cook dinner once a week for a month. (0/4)
    3. Cook something with my Crockpot.
    4. Be a vegetarian for a month.
    5. Make David’s lunch three times a week for a month.
    6. Compile a recipe book of go-to meals.

    Lack of activity destroys the good condition of every human being, while movement and methodical physical exercise save it and preserve it.” ~Plato

    FITNESS
    7. Do a bike race.
    8. Run another 5k.
    9. Unlock all the exercises in Wii Fit.
    10. Do a Wii Fit body test once a week for twelve weeks. (0/12)
    11. Buy a nice pedometer and wear it at work.
    12. Buy ankle weights and start wearing them at work twice a week.

    “It sometimes happens that a woman is handsomer at twenty-nine than she was ten years before.” ~Jane Austen

    HEALTH & BEAUTY
    13. Spend an entire day at the spa.
    14. Buy three new pairs of heels. (0/3)
    15. Drink 64 oz. of water a day for a week.
    16. Find the perfect mascara.
    17. Get my teeth whitened.
    18. Learn how to style my hair.
    19. Try microdermabrasion.

    “Ah, nowadays we are all of us so hard up, that the only pleasant things to pay are compliments. They’re the only things we can pay.” ~Oscar Wilde

    FINANCIAL
    20. Pay off my credit card bill.
    21. Put at least $1000 in my IRA.
    22. Make a habit of paying extra principal on the mortgage each month.
    23. Transfer my old 401k.
    24. Implement a system for David and I to save our change.

    “The Internet? Is that thing still around?” ~Homer Simpson

    COMPUTER AND INTERNET
    25. Back up all of my computer files.
    26. Learn CSS/HTML/PHP well enough to design and run my website independently.
    27. Set up an eBay seller profile.
    28. Do a video blog post.
    29. Spend a week without internet, except email once a day.

    “The door that nobody else will go in at, seems always to swing open widely for me.” ~Clara Barton

    NURSING
    30. Become oncology certified.
    31. Take the charge nurse class.
    32. Take the preceptor class.
    33. Get promoted.
    34. Get ACLS certified.
    35. Thoroughly research nurse practitioner programs in the area and decide whether or not to enroll.

    “One ought, every day at least, to hear a little song, read a good poem, see a fine picture, and, if it were possible, to speak a few reasonable words.” ~Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

    CULTURE
    36. Watch all of the movies that have won Best Picture. (33/82 – List)
    37. Track down this classical piece by Mendelssohn that I used to own but lost, and only know the melody to.
    38. Read 5 Pulitzer Prize winning books that I haven’t read. (0/5)
    39. Read 5 books of David’s recommendation. (0/5)
    40. Read all the books I own but haven’t read.
    41. Attend a Messiah sing-a-long.
    42. Learn conversational Spanish.
    43. Learn the clarinet solo in “Desperate For Love” by Over the Rhine.
    44. See another live musical.

    “I have an affection for a great city. I feel safe in the neighborhood of man, and enjoy the sweet security of the streets.” ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

    HOUSTON
    45. Eat Sunday brunch at Birraporetti’s again.
    46. Walk the Kemah boardwalk.
    47. Go to another Dynamo game.
    48. Go to a Texans game.
    49. Drive through River Oaks at Christmas.
    50. Go to Dickens on the Strand.
    51. Visit Moody Gardens and do the penguin encounter.
    52. See the Beer Can House.
    53. Visit the Orange Show monument.

    “Our battered suitcases were piled on the sidewalk again; we had longer ways to go. But no matter, the road is life.” ~Jack Kerouac

    TRAVEL
    54. Drive down the California coast.
    55. Change passport to married name.
    56. Go saltwater fishing with David.
    57. Take David to Tabor’s homecoming.
    58. Stay in a bed & breakfast.
    59. Take David to visit my aunt and uncle in South Carolina in springtime to see their dogwoods and azaleas.

    “No matter how dreary and gray our homes are, we people of flesh and blood would rather live there than in any other country, be it ever so beautiful. There is no place like home.” ~L. Frank Baum

    HOME
    60. Get the house painted.
    61. List all unwanted books, CDs, and DVDs on eBay and/or Amazon.
    62. Sell/give away/donate all the books I don’t need or want.
    63. Plant flowers in the backyard.
    64. Get patio furniture.
    65. Have the locks changed so they all open with a single key.
    66. Get all the electrical outlets working again.
    67. Build a pretty and well-organized home office.
    68. Obtain a vacuum cleaner.
    69. Refinish my old desk chair.
    70. Get the drywall in the bathroom ceiling replaced.
    71. Buy 5 original/handmade art/craft pieces from local creators to display in our home. (0/5)

    “Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.” ~Marcel Proust

    RELATIONSHIPS
    72. Write David a list of 100 things I love about him.
    73. Babysit my new nephew.
    74. Get pregnant.
    75. Send 10 ‘just because’ cards. (0/10)
    76. Hand write a letter to my Australian pen pal.
    77. Host a game night.
    78. Host a book club meeting.
    79. Send out timely Christmas cards.
    80. Attend my 10-year high school reunion.

    “A boy doesn’t have to go to war to be a hero; he can say he doesn’t like pie when he sees there isn’t enough to go around.” ~Edward H. Howe

    GIVE BACK
    81. Donate blood once a quarter.
    82. Register to be a bone marrow donor.
    83. Start using reusable shopping bags.
    84. Send Mary, the child we sponsor in Uganda, a picture of us.
    85. Make an achievable plan of steps to take to have a more environmentally friendly life.

    “Thank goodness I was never sent to school; it would have rubbed off some of the originality.” ~Beatrix Potter

    BE CREATIVE
    86. Write a “This I Believe” essay and submit it to NPR.
    87. Complete NaBloPoMo.
    88. Make and send birthday cards to everyone on my birthday list for three months.
    89. Make an inspiration board.
    90. Have a custom stamp made.
    91. Take a sewing class.

    “Christ says, ‘Give me All. I don’t want so much of your time and so much of your money and so much of your work: I want You.’” ~C.S. Lewis

    SPIRITUAL
    92. Memorize Philippians 3.
    93. Memorize Romans 8.
    94. Fast for 24 hours and evaluate.
    95. Be a regular at a women’s Bible study.
    96. Complete a Beth Moore Bible study with homework (on my own with downloaded sessions or live).

    “Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera!” ~The King and I

    ET CETERA
    97. Buy another leash and walk the dogs simultaneously.
    98. Get new windshield wipers for my truck.
    99. Become a true fan of the Texans by watching every game and discussing with David.
    100. Complete a New York Times crossword puzzle without help.
    101. Beat Mario Galaxy on Wii.

    For everything I don’t complete on this list, I will add $50 to my IRA.

  • case of the mondays

    Well my original goal was to finish my list of goals last night so as to post it bright and early this morning, but when 8 p.m. rolled around and I was still searching online for inspiration and yawning quite a bit I decided to put it off until today.

    Then I had about a 20 minute lull at work this morning where I thought I would be able to finish it, until I got slammed with orders to give blood and chemo, and a patient is pulling her NG tube out, and needed a CT scan, and oh by the way we have a new admission for you! and I remembered that, right, today is Monday. Nothing happens in an orderly way.

    I ended up leaving work an hour and a half late, and right now I’m just so happy to be home, and that Dancing With the Stars is on. I’ve been looking forward to it all day, and I know that’s kind of pathetic but it’s so nice to have SOMETHING good to look forward to on a Monday, and by the way have I mentioned how much I love Shawn Johnson? She is just the cutest.

    So if it’s OK with you, and it better be, I’m just going to sit here and be a bum tonight. I’ll do my best to post my list tomorrow!

  • just a buffer post – it’s friday, after all

    Ah, Friday. What a great day. Even though for me today begins the first of four days of work, I still enjoy it. We get more discharges than admissions, we get to wear whatever color scrubs we want (I’m wearing pink!), and people are generally in good spirits.

    I had a day off yesterday, and I sure did utilize the time. I spent the early morning cleaning, then had a fun day with my good friend Emily. She accompanied me to a card-making class at a local scrapbooking store, and we made 8 adorable birthday cards. If I remember, I’ll take some pictures to share. After a leisurely lunch at Panera, she came back to my house and did my hair. Not only is she my friend, she’s my personal stylist. This time she gave me a trim and put in highlights. Summer’s coming, it’s time to lighten things up!

    I spent the rest of the evening running errands, having dinner with another friend, and of course coming home and spending some quality family time with David and our girls Cleo and Eddie. There were some other tasks I wanted to get accomplished, but I always make a longer to-do list than is feasible. Family time is worth putting some things off. :)

    I’m still working on my list of 101 goals. Right now I’m stuck at about 87. I’m going to try to finish it up over the weekend so I can post it and get started on Monday.

    Well, I have no plans for a big finish here, just wanted to check in. So, happy Friday!

  • Well, There’s A Confidence Booster

    So, yesterday I was feeling reeeaally blah. I felt like my head was in a fog. Maybe it was a hangover from the steak, mashed potatos, salad, and ice cream I ate for Easter lunch and the ham, scalloped potatos, bread, and strawberry shortcake I ate for Easter dinner. Whatever the reason, I was feeling oddly incompetent. I emailed David and told him, “I feel like I am about to make a mistake at any moment and get yelled at.” I didn’t, that I KNOW of, but it was a rough day nonetheless.

    Today my director came up to me and asked, “Have you heard of the nurse’s gala that’s coming up?”

    “Yes, I’ve seen the emails.”

    “Were you planning on going?”

    “No, I wasn’t planning on it.” (I’m not in the habit of attending galas.)

    “Well, would you please plan on it?”

    “OK…”

    From here on I asked her several questions about the gala. Apparently it is a formal banquet with live music and some presentations. It’s free, and when the boss asks you to do something, it is wise to make an effort to do so. So, why not? I know she’s grooming me to be a leader, so I figured she wanted my name and face to get out there to represent our unit.

    A few minutes later I told Pat, my mentor, about the exchange. She mentioned that maybe I will be receiving an award. What? I didn’t even know the gala was for awards. I don’t read the emails thoroughly. Later, after talking to our director, Pat confirmed to me: I am one of three finalists for the Best New Nurse award. Out of the entire hospital! What the heck?

    I’m not supposed to know that I’m nominated. I definitely might not win. But still, it’s pretty overwhelming. My hospital is HUGE. It’s completely humbling, especially after a day like yesterday where I thought to myself several times, “What am I doing here? I don’t belong here.”

    But my director, my manager, and my mentor, all nurses for 40+ years, think I belong here. They think I’m pretty good at it. So I guess I’m doing OK! And anyway, it doesn’t really matter because:

    Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men. -Colossians 3:23